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April 11, 2008
1:41
The feel button
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If God one day decides, 'Hmm, let me install in every human being an organ that would allow them to instantly pick up on people's emotions and feel it full force,' I think the world would be a much more happier, understanding, and supportive place. Some people are nasty. I mean, really nasty. I'm hurting.

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April 04, 2008
19:30
Happiness is a battle, or so I used to say.
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I wrote this back in September, 2005. Reading through it, I got a sudden rush of sadness that I can't explain. I can't believe how much mess I used to be in back then, and how broken, desperate, and weak I was. It certainly brings back a lot of memories. I always get this feeling like something is wrong. I feel almost defective and that my parents should've taken me to the repairs a long time ago. I sense that my mother has given up on me because she's not sure how she raised this. She...

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January 20, 2008
16:26
Ripples and struggles
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I should keep up with writing in my blog, but what matters should I report on? It's not as though something interesting and exciting is happening in my life. It's just work, work, work, and more work. Apart from the fact that I went back home during my Christmas break, I have nothing else to report on except about my dear friend Iris. Let me just say that going back home was beyond amazing and I forever love Bahrain. As she stepped out into the street, turning left and right, before taking a...

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November 02, 2007
16:20
As the wind shifts and shifts again...
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It was a cold valentine's day. Iris woke up that morning feeling excited. She wondered what she was going to wear, and how she was going to make herself look pretty. In my opinion, she didn't need to make much effort. She had a few classes scheduled for that day so she had to balance out looking casual, yet smart. It was 2pm when Iris received the call she was waiting for most of the day. She was nervous and was trying to figure out how she was going to chase away the butterflies in her...

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October 29, 2007
1:05
Demon
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If I were thoughts in Iris's head, I would be this: Leave me alone. But don't stop chasing after me. I want to inflict all the pain, hurt, and sorrow you've put me through, but every time I try to do that, I end up hurting my own self. I want you to stop calling me. I don't want to hear your voice because I hate it. I can't stand you anymore. No, I don't want to meet up for coffee because the truth is, I can't stand looking at you. But don't stop chasing after me. I want you to get down on...

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October 27, 2007
3:56
I need a break from you.
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It's one of those nights. You lay in your bed, you're sleepy, your eyes burn, but you can't stop staring wide-eyed into nothingness. Somehow I'm paralyzed, just curled up on my bed, with my mouth hanging open, and my eyes are glued on my plain white walls. I'm restless. It's so sad that the only year I can remember I had a blast during was back in 2002. Five years ago. That's a really long time. Five years? Where did I spend it all? More like, how? The following years were horrible. Moments...

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October 23, 2007
19:48
Broken glass
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For the past few months, I have closely watched Iris's life unfold. It was like watching fireworks go off. While it was beautiful to watch, I found myself wondering whether it's possible to see any form of beauty in chaos. I just don't know how she did it. Night after night, I heard her weep while she wondered how she was ever going to pick up the pieces. Most importantly, how she was going to carry on with her life after giving him so much of herself. She thought she had come to a dead end,...

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May 23, 2007
9:03
For Iris... "Going once, going twice, sold to the girl who ignored all advice..."
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Iris always dreamed of a life filled with caramel and fireworks. However, her world has been spinning violently for the past few months causing her stomach to eject all of it's contents. It hasn't been easy, and while I watched her suffer, I wondered if there was a light at the end of the tunnel. Iris is a pretty girl. What added to her pretty-ness was the fact that her heart was a big giant cotton candy machine. She oozed of sweetness, only if you supplied her with enough sugar. She loved...

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April 30, 2007
8:03
I wanna have your babies... hmmmm....
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Isn't this just what every girl (like me) does? "What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas But what if it don't? What happens in my head stays in my head But sometimes it won't What if you knew what I was thinkin Would it make you like WOHHHHH! Dont wanna risk puttin' my foot in it So ill keep my mouth closed! All you hear is... Mmm mmm m m m m Gonna button my lip So the truth dont slip Mmm mmm m m m m m Gotta beep out what I really wanna shout Woops Did I say it out loud, did you find out I...

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April 11, 2007
5:30
Our Battles
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"Our battles are repetious if not broken poetry and maybe that's the attraction that you're as self-absorbed as me You jumped to the conclusion and landed on my chest Now how am I supposed to make you see. I'll just write this down with hopes that you'll understand I can no longer be disciplined by the frustration of an insecure man And as I kiss your face you'll know that I can no longer apologize for your former lover's mistakes. My past is mine to keep Who are you to question...

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The feel button

Happiness is a battle, or so I used to say.

Ripples and struggles

As the wind shifts and shifts again...

Demon

I need a break from you.

Broken glass

For Iris... "Going once, going twice, sold to the girl who ignored all advice..."

I wanna have your babies... hmmmm....

Our Battles